dear journal

this was originally published December 2021

there is a slight chance i may have taken on too much while i try to pack up my apartment move myself to the west coast for a few months (cant wait to visit cannabis farms and source speciality flower!) and while i love this ambitious alex - i really need to remember to be realistic with myself. along with being forgiving and appreciative for all the effort! i wasn’t planning on sending another newsletter so soon but alas here we are. i was jolted awake yesterday morning because it dawned on me that i did not attach the correct link for the delivery order form last week. and then i proceeded to delete everything i worked on yesterday morning (5 hrs of writing). i had a good cry, cursed, ate an insane amount of olives, and rewrote. apologies for the chaos. thank you for sticking with me. lets try this again!